{"id":489,"date":"2022-06-30T04:49:39","date_gmt":"2022-06-30T04:49:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/blog.nayayinlari.com\/?p=489"},"modified":"2022-06-30T04:54:12","modified_gmt":"2022-06-30T04:54:12","slug":"489","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/blog.nayayinlari.com\/?p=489","title":{"rendered":"T\u00eam\u00fbr\u00ea Xel\u00eel\u00a0 \/ Derheq\u00ea Esker\u00ea Boyik de"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"lead\"><a href=\"https:\/\/www.nubihar.com\/blogger\/36-temure-xelil\">T\u00eam\u00fbr\u00ea Xel\u00eel\u00a0 \/<\/a><\/p>\n<p class=\"content\">Gava min dixwest der heq\u00ea j\u00eene\u00adn\u00eegariya Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek de \u00e7end gotinan biniv\u00eesim, min j\u00ea re got ku \u00e7end mal\u00fbmat\u00ean wek -di k\u00eejan sal\u00ea de b\u00fbye, \u00e7end pirt\u00fbk\u00ean w\u00ee derketine, li ku xwendiye, der heq\u00ea xwe \u00fb afirandin\u00ean xwe de \u00e7i dib\u00eaje \u00fb hwd- \u00fb y\u00ean din jixwe ez zanim. Ew\u00ee bes ten\u00ea \u00e7end mal\u00fbmat\u00ean ji jiyana xwe y\u00ean \u201creq \u00fb r\u00fbt\u201d \u015fandin, b\u00eay\u00ee ku mezinaya w\u00ee di w\u00ea niv\u00eesa w\u00ee de xuya bibe. Eger min ten\u00ea ew be\u015f raber\u00ee we bikira, we y\u00ea sadeb\u00fbn \u00fb paqijay\u00ee, zaneb\u00fbn \u00fb welatpar\u00eaziya w\u00ee texm\u00een nekira. Ji bil\u00ee w\u00ea ku h\u00fbn\u00ea ji helbest\u00ean w\u00ee y\u00ean li j\u00ear nazikay\u00ee \u00fb k\u00fbraya per\u00e7ek\u00ee po\u00eaziya Kurd\u00ean Ermen\u00eestan\u00ea bihesin. Ez\u00ea \u00e7end gotinan j\u00ee der heq\u00ea Esker\u00ea Kurd, Esker\u00ea zanyar, Esker\u00ea cam\u00ear de biniv\u00eesim.<\/p>\n<p>Wek ku li gelek ciyan, hinek kes hene ku an ji bo pere\u00adqazanckirin\u00ea diniv\u00eesin, an ji bo ku navek\u00ee ji xwe re derxin, an j\u00ee ji betaliy\u00ea. Y\u00ean wisa, wexta ji bo niv\u00eesara helbestan pere li ser t\u00eane bir\u00een\u00ea, helbest j\u00ee j\u00ea t\u00eane bir\u00een\u00ea. W\u00ee \u00e7ax\u00ee mer\u00ee\/mirov ji h\u00ealek\u00ea ve \u015fa dibe ku edebiyata me w\u00ea bi ziyan \u00fb zirar\u00ea nekeve, neyar \u00fb x\u00earnexwaz w\u00ea qerf\u00ea xwe li me nekin, edebiyeta me paqijtir dibe. Ji ber ku z\u00eewan \u00fb qir\u015f \u00fb qal nakevine nava pirt\u00fbkan, nav\u00ea w\u00ee j\u00ee bi p\u00ees\u00eet\u00ee dernay\u00ea \u00fb em bi w\u00ee nav\u00ee nay\u00eane naskirin \u00fb ji w\u00ee nav\u00ee \u015ferm nakin. Ji ber ku ew nav me \u015fermezar dike.<\/p>\n<p>L\u00ea Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek qet ne wisa b\u00fb, w\u00ee bextewariya xwe di w\u00ea yek\u00ea de did\u00eet ku bi keda xwe ve kevirek\u00ee dane ser kevir\u00ea \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbna Kurdistaneke azad.<\/p>\n<p>Ew doktor\u00ea zanyariy\u00ea b\u00fb \u00fb kar\u00ea w\u00ee y\u00ea di h\u00eala ekonom\u00eek de roj\u00ea bi k\u00eaman\u00ee deh seet j\u00ea dixwar, kar\u00ea mal\u00ea, malbat\u00ea, hevaltiy\u00ea, dostaniy\u00ea, pismamtiy\u00ea, e\u015f\u00eertiy\u00ea j\u00ee di h\u00ealek\u00ea de t\u00eara xwe wext\u00ea w\u00ee dixwarin, carna ew wisa diwestiya ku h\u00easab\u00fbneke demdir\u00eaj j\u00ea re lazim b\u00fb. L\u00ea w\u00ee h\u00easab\u00fbna xwe di xizmetkirina gel\u00ea xwe de did\u00eet.<\/p>\n<p>Dema li bal me Komela Xwen\u00addekar\u00ean Kurd li Ermenistan\u00ea heb\u00fb, hinek karmend\u00ean Kurd y\u00ean ziravqetiyay\u00ee \u00fb kurs\u00eehez em di nav milet\u00e7\u00eetiy\u00ea de gunekar dikirin, Esker tim wek d\u00eewarek\u00ee li pi\u015fta me b\u00fb \u00fb helan dida me.<\/p>\n<p>Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek sala 1941\u00ea de li gund\u00ea Qundexsaz\u00ea (niha Riya Teze, nehiya Aparan\u00ea, komara Ermenistan\u00ea) ji diya xwe b\u00fbye.<\/p>\n<p>Ber\u00ea li gund\u00ea xwe, pa\u015f\u00ea li gund\u00ea c\u00eenar Elegez\u00ea xwendina nav\u00een standiye\/kiriye. Sala 1966an li \u00eenst\u00eet\u00fbta bajar\u00ea Er\u00eevan\u00ea ya Malheb\u00fbna Gund\u00eetiy\u00ea xilas kiriye \u00fb li \u00censt\u00eet\u00fbta \u0130lm-\u00cezgeriy\u00ea ya Ekonomiya Malheb\u00fbna Gund\u00eetiy\u00ea de xebitiye. Ji pey xwendina Asp\u00eerant\u00fbra w\u00ea \u00eenst\u00eet\u00fbt\u00ea re d\u00ees\u00eartasya xwe kiriye \u00fb teza kand\u00eedat\u00ea ilm\u00ea ekonomiy\u00ea (aboriy\u00ea) standiye, b\u00fbye doktor. Heta sala 1991\u00ea di w\u00ea \u00eenst\u00eet\u00fbt\u00ea de wek serwer\u00ea par\u00ea kar kiriye. Gelek berhem\u00ean w\u00ee y\u00ean ulm\u00ee (pirt\u00fbk, bro\u015f\u00fbr, meqale) der heq\u00ea pirsgir\u00eak\u00ean aboriya malheb\u00fbna gund\u00eetiy\u00ea de bi ziman\u00ea Ermen\u00ee \u00fb R\u00fbs\u00ee \u00e7ap b\u00fbne.<\/p>\n<p>H\u00ea di mekteb\u00ea de bi kar\u00ea afirandariy\u00ea ve mij\u00fbl b\u00fbye. Di sal\u00ean 60\u00ee de helbest \u00fb gotar\u00ean w\u00ee di rojnameyan de \u00e7ap b\u00fbne, bi radyoy\u00ea hatine dayin.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00eanc \u015fanoy\u00ean w\u00ee li ser dik\u00ean tiyatroy\u00ean Kurdan y\u00ean Elegez\u00ea, Tilb\u00ees\u00ea, Almanyay\u00ea hatine l\u00eestin, ji wan sis\u00ea ne\u015firb\u00fby\u00ee ne. Romanok\u00ean Deftera Kurdek\u00ee Penaber \u00fb Bahoz di rojnamey\u00ean H\u00eav\u00ee, Roja Teze \u00fb Dema N\u00fb de van sal\u00ean dawiy\u00ea \u00e7ap b\u00fbne.<\/p>\n<p>Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek endam\u00ea Yek\u00eetiya Niv\u00eeskar\u00ean Welat\u00ea Sovyet\u00ea, pa\u015f\u00ea endam\u00ea YN Ermenistan\u00ea \u00fb YN Qazaxistan\u00ea b\u00fbye. Sal\u00ean dir\u00eaj katib\u00ea S\u00eaksiyona Niv\u00eeskar\u00ean Kurd y\u00ean rex YN Ermenistan\u00ea b\u00fbye.<\/p>\n<p>Li bajar\u00ea Almatay\u00ea tev\u00ee \u00e7end hevalan kovara Kurd we\u015fandiye.<\/p>\n<p>Niha Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek li Ewropay\u00ea dij\u00ee \u00fb ev helbest\u00ean li j\u00ear li wir niv\u00ees\u00eene:<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7END HELBEST\u00caN ESKER\u00ca BOY\u00ceK<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ima<br \/>\nAx, Xwed\u00ea \u00e7ima bext\u00ea me wa ye,<br \/>\nFelek \u00e7ima wa ji me ra tima ye?<br \/>\nDeng\u00ea me \u00e7ima nay\u00ea bih\u00eestin,<br \/>\n\u00c7i neheq\u00ee ye der me t\u00ea l\u00eestin?<br \/>\nEm b\u00ea maf-heq in, b\u00ea ked \u00fb par in,<br \/>\nWelat\u00ea xwe da b\u00ea c\u00ee \u00fb war in.<br \/>\n\u00c7ima rastiya me kesek nab\u00eene,<br \/>\n\u00c7ima siyaset ji me ra bi k\u00een e?<br \/>\n\u00c7ima der-c\u00eenar ji me ra b\u00eabext in?<br \/>\nEm kol\u00ea wan in, ew bi tac-text in.<br \/>\nD\u00eesa neyar in, d\u00eesa nexwez in,<br \/>\n\u00c7ima mirin\u00ea ji me ra dixwazin?<br \/>\nXw\u00eena me \u00e7ima ewqas erzan e,<br \/>\nQedir\u00ea xw\u00eena me kesek nizane?<br \/>\n\u00c7ima em bi xwe nabine xwey\u00ee,<br \/>\nB\u00fbne h\u00eas\u00eer\u00ea ji ko\u00e7a may\u00ee?<br \/>\nNifira k\u00ea ye, qeder e, bext e,<br \/>\nYan berdewama riya kal-bavan e,<br \/>\n\u015ea\u015f e, xelet e?<br \/>\n\u00cero ser riya me ew qelet \u00ea\u015f e,<br \/>\n\u00ca\u015f e, nelet e! \u00ca\u015f e, nelet e!<br \/>\n\u00c7ima kes tune rast ke w\u00ea \u015fa\u015fiy\u00ea,<br \/>\nGel bibe rastiy\u00ea, gel bibe xwe\u015fiy\u00ea!&#8230;<br \/>\n***<\/p>\n<p>Welat\u00ea min da heq\u00ee b\u00ea\u00e7ar e,<br \/>\nSiyaset li hesp\u00ea b\u00eabextiy\u00ea siyar e,<br \/>\nRastiya cihan\u00ea pars\u00eek\u00ea xar e,<br \/>\nBar\u00ee mezin e, jiyan dijwar e.<br \/>\nBext\u00ee w\u00earan e, dewe giran e,<br \/>\nDaweta waw\u00eek, weh\u015f \u00fb guran e,<br \/>\nHer ti\u015ft derew \u00fb her ti\u015ft p\u00fb\u00e7 derket,<br \/>\n\u015e\u00fbn \u00fb war\u00ea me b\u00eaxwey\u00ee mane.<br \/>\nXezev \u00e7ar al\u00ee bi zilm \u00fb k\u00een e,<br \/>\nQetil \u00fb qana xwe re\u015f dime\u015f\u00eene,<br \/>\nDixwaze wel\u00eat tev\u00ee hilwe\u015f\u00eene,<br \/>\nZivistaneke n\u00fb veger\u00eene.<br \/>\nJi zilm \u00fb zor\u00ea m\u00eelyon rab\u00fbne,<br \/>\nDij\u00ee xezev\u00ea zilm \u00fb k\u00een b\u00fbne,<br \/>\nDema van derew \u00fb rastiyan hisyan,<br \/>\nC\u00ee ji ce\u015f-we\u015fan ra dijwar bim\u00eene.<br \/>\nWelat\u00ea min da h\u00ea zilm \u00fb ceng e,<br \/>\nHeq\u00ee hebskir\u00ee ye, heq\u00ee b\u00eadeng e,<br \/>\nSiyaset qelp e, sar e, b\u00eareng e,<br \/>\nGel kerr kirin j\u00ee \u00ead\u00ee dereng e!<\/p>\n<p>Veger<br \/>\nTeyr\u00ea xer\u00eeb im, ez riya digerim,<br \/>\n\u00cero li vir im, sib\u00ea ciyek\u00ee din,<br \/>\nLi bin esman\u00ea dinya reng\u00een da<br \/>\nBi \u00ea\u015f derbaz b\u00fbn roj \u00fb sal\u00ean min.<br \/>\nKu da direvim min t\u00ean xezev\u00ea,<br \/>\nRem \u00fb cam\u00ear\u00ee erd\u00ea nemane,<br \/>\nM\u00eer \u00fb hakim\u00ea v\u00ea dewra neheq<br \/>\nDer\u00ea azay\u00ea li xelk\u00ea dadane.<br \/>\nEv\u00ea dewr\u00ea da k\u00ea b\u00ea welat e,<br \/>\nK\u00ea b\u00ea dewlet e, b\u00ea tac \u00fb text e,<br \/>\nD\u00eelan-daweta evd\u00ean nemerd da<br \/>\nS\u00eaw\u00eek\u00ee jar\u00ee b\u00ea maf \u00fb bext e.<br \/>\nDest\u00ea xelq\u00ea da dirav\u00ea h\u00fbr e,<br \/>\nYan gere xerc be, winda be, here,<br \/>\nYan j\u00ee m\u00eena min b\u00ea\u00e7ar, biz\u00eare,<br \/>\nLi pey veger\u00ea bi \u00ea\u015f bigere\u2026<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Guman-merem j\u00ee tev p\u00fb\u00e7 derketin,<br \/>\nRiya wel\u00eat d\u00eesa ber min kil\u00eet e,<br \/>\nXw\u00eena \u015fih\u00eedan erzan \u00e7\u00fb hey wax,<br \/>\nDagerkiran ra d\u00eesa ma mifte.<br \/>\n\u00c7ima wa dibe? Ji \u00e7i ra ne qelp\u00ee,<br \/>\n\u00c7ima dewa me, ax, na\u00e7e s\u00ear\u00ee,<br \/>\nV\u00ee gel\u00ea m\u00earxas ruh\u00ea xwe j\u00ee da,<br \/>\nK\u00ea tol derket \u00fb em man pi\u015ft d\u00ear\u00ee.<br \/>\nEv\u00ee neyar\u00ea valay\u00ee, k\u00een ra,<br \/>\n\u00c7ima wa h\u00easa em t\u00eane ray\u00ea?<br \/>\nBi lavaya tu der\u00ee venabin,<br \/>\nBi xewnerojkan azay\u00ee nay\u00ea.<br \/>\nXwe nexap\u00eenin bi peyv\u00ean vala,<br \/>\nDemokras\u00ee tu \u00e7are n\u00eene,<br \/>\nBiratiya tev\u00ee guran \u00fb weh\u015fa,<br \/>\nVireke evd\u00ea qelp-derew\u00een e.<br \/>\nNerevin, ney\u00ean, ney\u00eane cem min,<br \/>\nVir cinet n\u00eene, vir windab\u00fbn e,<br \/>\n\u00c7iqas j\u00ee welat hebs be, cenime,<br \/>\nD\u00eesa ew e ciy\u00ea xilasb\u00fbna me.<br \/>\nTeyr\u00ea xer\u00eeb im, b\u00ea mal im, b\u00ea c\u00ee,<br \/>\n\u00cero li vir im, sib\u00ea ciyek\u00ee din,<br \/>\nLi bin ar\u00eek\u00ea dinya b\u00ea\u00e7ar da,<br \/>\nNe h\u00eav\u00ee maye, ne j\u00ee sebra min.<br \/>\nEz riya digerim, ax, riya veger\u00ea,<br \/>\nVeger min ra b\u00fbye him xwestin, him n\u00eat,<br \/>\nDin\u00ea da tu ti\u015ft ewqas xwe\u015f n\u00eene<br \/>\n\u00c7iqas vegera berbir\u00ee wel\u00eat&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Av\u00ean me<br \/>\nAv\u00ean vira m\u00eena av\u00ea cem me n\u00eenin,<br \/>\nAv\u00ean me ji dil\u00ea \u00e7iya t\u00ean-<br \/>\n\u00c7avkan\u00ee ne, l\u00eav \u015f\u00eerin in,<br \/>\nLaqird\u00e7\u00ee ne, lez \u00fb d\u00een in,<br \/>\nTev hev dibin, geliy\u00ea k\u00fbr da<br \/>\nDiherikin,<br \/>\nKarxezal in, \u015fewq\u00ea t\u00eenin,<br \/>\nE\u015fq\u00ea t\u00eenin, dil\u00eel\u00eenin,<br \/>\nDilev\u00eenin,<br \/>\nXemil h\u00ea\u015f\u00eenin,<br \/>\nHeta xem\u00ea kevir-ku\u00e7ik,<br \/>\nM\u00earg-\u00e7\u00eeman\u00ea dora xwe j\u00ee<br \/>\nDirev\u00eenin&#8230;<br \/>\nAv\u00ean vira hemd\u00ea xwe<br \/>\nne-lez-bez n\u00eenin,<br \/>\nK\u00fbr in, d\u00fbr in, t\u00eel in, k\u00een in, g\u00eajger\u00een in,<br \/>\nGolgen\u00ee ne, zelal n\u00eenin, helal n\u00eenin,<br \/>\nKubar n\u00eenin \u00fb sar n\u00eenin \u00fb har n\u00eenin,<br \/>\nSer xwe ke\u015ftiy\u00ean weke \u00e7iya diger\u00eenin,<br \/>\nKinar\u00ea xwe, qerax\u00ea xwe na\u00ea\u015f\u00eenin-<br \/>\nB\u00ea tamin in, b\u00ea hes\u00een in, h\u00ead\u00ee-h\u00ead\u00ee<br \/>\nHildi\u015f\u00eenin, dima\u015f\u00eenin&#8230;<br \/>\nAv\u00ean vira m\u00eena av\u00ean cem me n\u00eenin,<br \/>\nK\u00een \u00fb rik in<br \/>\nEvd\u00ea m\u00eena min \u00ea dilsax-<br \/>\nPa\u015fla wan de winda dibin,<br \/>\nDixeniqin\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Dayka min<br \/>\nCawek hatiye ez d\u00fbr im,<br \/>\nNe r\u00ea heye, ne guman,<br \/>\nJi w\u00ea cawa dilbi\u00ea\u015f,<br \/>\nB\u00fbme warek\u00ee w\u00earan.<br \/>\nTeyax nekir dil\u00ea d\u00ea,<br \/>\nDayka min ax, helya \u00e7\u00fb,<br \/>\nB\u00fb keserek b\u00ea h\u00easir,<br \/>\n\u015eemaleke \u015fewq, b\u00ea d\u00fb.<br \/>\nLi nav \u015feva min a re\u015f,<br \/>\nB\u00fb hinek \u015fewq-ronay\u00ee,<br \/>\nB\u00fb st\u00earkek n\u00fbrege\u015f<br \/>\nV\u00ea xer\u00eebiya b\u00eaxwey\u00ee.<br \/>\nDayka min \u00e7\u00fb, b\u00fb ziyaret,<br \/>\nB\u00fb Lali\u015fek N\u00fbran\u00ee,<br \/>\nB\u00fb dua, sond \u00fb berat,<br \/>\n\u00c7engek axa batin\u00ee.<\/p>\n<pre>T\u00eam\u00fbr\u00ea Xel\u00eel\r\n<a href=\"https:\/\/www.nubihar.com\/behter\/53-derheqe-eskere-boyik-de\">N\u00fbbihar, Jimar: 120, Sal: 2012, Hav\u00een<\/a><\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eam\u00fbr\u00ea Xel\u00eel\u00a0 \/ Gava min dixwest der heq\u00ea j\u00eene\u00adn\u00eegariya Esker\u00ea Boy\u00eek de \u00e7end gotinan biniv\u00eesim, min j\u00ea re got ku \u00e7end mal\u00fbmat\u00ean wek -di k\u00eejan sal\u00ea de b\u00fbye, \u00e7end pirt\u00fbk\u00ean w\u00ee derketine, li ku xwendiye, der heq\u00ea xwe \u00fb afirandin\u00ean xwe de \u00e7i dib\u00eaje \u00fb hwd- \u00fb y\u00ean din jixwe ez zanim. 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